I am a man and I'm made out of mud
And I wake up every morning to a cold indifferent sun
And I die a little day inside
I die a little day inside
I am a man and I'm made out of mud
And my mind keeps turning toxic as I face the rising sun
My brain it is a demon and it's eating me away
I try to stay alive taking white pills everyday
And in the night there's nowhere I can hide
The moon is no companion to the demons I've inside
My walls of mud are crumbling as I struggle to break free
From the Nightmares, The Demons, and Me
Well I am a man and my mud is crumbling
My everyday is drowning like a castaway at sea
Every time I close my eyes it's trauma that I see
But you only see the smile of the day time mud man me
credits
from Songs of the Pumpkin Boy vol. VII,
released October 14, 2022
Recorded and Engineering by Colt Snuffer
Recorded at The Cave Muskegon, MI
Lyrics by Raven Hellion Griffin
Music by Sorry, Not Sorry